I was so busy trying to say all the things that I want and don't want, that I likely succeeded in making sure nobody at all wanted to talk with me.
After scooping up the shattered pieces of my own heart and wrapping them in duct tape before shoving the trembling mass back into my chest enough times, personally hurting people's feelings isn't exactly on my "to do" list each morning.
What I want, in a nutshell, is:
Reasonably attractive, able to travel with me, or host me very regularly with the intent of developing a long term or permanent relationship, honest, loyal, trustworthy, and actually knowing what the hell you want.
I'm tired of people playing games, lying, cheating, taking advantage, and making me wait days to hear from them. If you don't have time to talk with me everyday, I don't have time for you. Windshield time makes truckers' minds go way into left field. Frequent communication is a must...unless you just didn't want the relationship to blossom in a healthy way.
I think I've got a lot to offer to the right lady, but I'm about to just throw in the towel here, and settle into a life of permanent bachelorhood. Like many people, this is my last resort, and I work to hard to waste my time in clubs and bars.
It would be totally awesome if I could hit it off with a Lady Trucker here, but a stationary woman might prove to be amazing enough to be acceptable.
* Living with parents doesn't mean I can't hold my own. Their homes are partial storage units and mail receptacles. Why the hell would I pay $800+ a month for a house or apt that I'm never at?